The Brainwasher

I've been asleep for nearly the past 14 hours, mostly in a bed but a bit on the bus (heading back to tech) and now I'm wide awake again procrastinating work sitting here listening to Chevelle and thinking. Just thinking. About my friends my family my fantasies and I've been going through the same stupid phase that I went through in high school. I'm rediscovering which of my huge list of friends are actually true friends and which I will most likely never talk to after college. That number of true friends, like in high school is very low, and you know who you are because I've talked to you about this before. It's just strange realizing how alone we are in this world especially considering how many people occupy it. This is just more proof I guess that I need to find myself, be comfortable with myself, and live with myself. I read somewhere that you're not truly happy until you can confidently say that you would still be happy even after everything is taken away and all that is left is you...I'm working on it.

Feeling disappointed